Gospel:
John 20: 19-23
On the
evening of
that first day of the week, when the doors were locked, where the
disciples were, for fear of the Jews, Jesus came and stood in their
midst and said to them, "Peace be with you." When he had said this, he
showed them his hands and his side. The disciples rejoiced when they
saw the Lord. Jesus said to them again, "Peace be with you. As the
Father has sent me, so I send you." And when he had said this, he
breathed on them and said to them, "Receive the Holy Spirit. Whose sins
you forgive are forgiven them, and whose sins you
retain are retained."
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The Catholic Church
has been described as a church born from the pierced side
of Jesus on the cross, founded
at Pentecost, and established
when Jesus gave the apostles the authority to forgive and retain
sins.
The gift of the Holy Spirit at Pentecost moved
the Apostles to give witness to Jesus and empowered them to feats of
courage and eloquence way beyond their capacities. As the Spirit
was in Jesus, now the Spirit was in the church. But to seek the
Spirit requires replacing our egos with love. Freedom of the
Spirit is Love and Life . . . it is Life giving.
In Genesis, the Lord God formed man out of clay
and breathed into his
nostrils the breath of life and so man became a living being. Life came
from the breath of God. Man lived in harmony with God until he
succumbed to the temptations of Satan.
In today's Gospel reading from John, Jesus said
to his disciples, "As the Father has sent me, so I send you." And
when he had said this, he breathed
on them and said "Receive the Holy Spirit. Whose sins you forgive
are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained."
Why would Jesus combine the gift of the Holy
Spirit with the forgiveness of sins and what is the connection between
sin and Satan?
A
ccording to an old Jewish tradition, God was in
his heaven and all was well. At that time, Satan was a most
exalted angel in heaven. But there came a time when God chose to add
one more living creature to earth and this new living creature was to
be very, very special. God decided that this new creature was to be so
special because he was to be capable of being loved and of freely
returning love. God would create this creature, not with the fullness,
but with a share in His attributes such as intellect, freedom,
self-determination, and awareness of transcendence, and most
importantly, a great need to love and be loved. Therefore, he
made humans in His own image and likeness and proceeded to love them.
Satan and some other angels were not pleased with
God's creation because they thought that mankind should be lower than
the angels. They refused to acknowledge the great dignity God had given
to His new creation and, led by Satan, they rebelled.
There was Michael, an angel who obeyed God's will
for mankind. As quoted in the Book of Revelations, "Now war arose in
heaven, Michael and his angels fighting against Satan, also called the
Devil and the Dragon. And the Dragon and his angels fought but
were defeated by Michael and there was no longer any place for them in
heaven." Michael was to become St. Michael, the Archangel or
chief angel. "And, the great dragon, that ancient serpent, was thrown
down to earth along with his angels." Satan was cast into hell where he
has become the great deceiver and accuser who unceasingly tempts man
because by disfiguring the image of God in man, Satan can confront God
and say, "See, I told you so! Mankind really should be lower than
us. Give mankind freedom and he will choose selfishness and not
holiness."
However,
because of the great love God has for mankind, the Father sent his own
Son, to help mankind in his struggle to overcome the temptations of the
devil and to overcome sin. The key stages in the victory over the
demons were the Incarnation, death, and glorification of Jesus.
In
Luke's Gospel, Jesus appointed 72 disciples to go out to proclaim the
kingdom of God and they all came back rejoicing and said, "Lord, even
the demons are subject to us because of your name." Then Jesus
said a curious ting, "I have observed Satan fall like lightning from
the sky."
However,
Satan continues to tempt us, deceive us, and to accuse us day and night
before God. So Christ, aware of our propensity to sin, sent us
the Holy Spirit to be our Intercessor and Advocate so that we could
repent and be saved from our sins and achieve salvation with him in
heaven. The coming of the Holy Spirit after Jesus was glorified
was prefigured when Christ's side was pierced and blood and water
flowed out.
A description
of the Holy Spirit as flowing water is given in the Book of Revelation
as related to us by John's vision of heaven. "And I saw no temple
in the City of God, for its temple is the Lord God and the Lamb.
Then he showed me a river of the water of life, flowing from the throne
of God and the Lamb through the
middle of the street and on either side of the river was the tree of
Life." This is interpreted to be the Holy Spirit flowing, eternally
from God and his Lamb. That is why it is appropriate to profess,
"We believe in the Holy Spirit, the Lord and giver of Life, who
proceeds from the Father and the Son."
Perhaps,
one of the most reassuring and yet frightening statements in Scripture
comes from the final chapters in the Book of
Revelation. "I am the Alpha and the Omega, the
beginning and the end. To the thirsty I give water without price
from the fountain of the water of life. For
the one who conquers (sin), I will be his God and he shall be my son." "But for the
cowardly, the faithless, the polluted, as for murderers, fornicators,
sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars, their life shall be in the lake
that burns . . . "
In this Scripture
there is no universal salvation! This is frightening because we know
that we are full of ourselves and can rationalize away any sin or fail
to even recognize sin.
As
most of you know, I was raised in the Gila Valley in southwest New
Mexico. We lived and farmed in a canyon or arroyo near the
head-waters of the Gila River. At that time, houses were
constructed in the canyons for protection from floods, elements, Gila
Monsters, and attack by Indians. One Canyon up from us was the
home of Anastacio Gomez, an Apache Indian, who at one time rode with
the great Chiefs. He typically raised a garden for food for his
family and grass for his ponies. He didn't talk to hardly anyone
but he did talk to my dad because my dad talked to everyone.
When
I graduated from grade school, it was a custom that high school boys
were to go out and steal watermelons at night. It was a sort of
passage ritual for boys. Girls were not part of this. I had
learned to steal watermelons from my older cousin and I eventually was
considered to be one of the best. I would get calls from several
groups so that I could lead them in stealing watermelons anywhere in
the valley. By the time I was a senior, I was considered to be
THE expert. I never got caught. I was so sneaky and I knew
every trick. No one could catch me. Included in my resume
was the watermelon patch of Anastacio Gomez. I know that acreage
like the back of my hand and there was no chance of my ever getting
caught. I graduated from high school and stealing watermelons was
no longer the thing to do for me.
I learned
later that Anastacio had talked to my dad and he told him that he knew
that I had stolen from his watermelon patch. He had said that he
knew far more than I did about being sneaky because for many years, he
would sneak up on game, white men, and other Indians. That was
his life and he was one of the best. He told my dad how he knew I
had stolen the watermelons. He had even loosened a fence wire to make
it easier to get to his watermelons and to lessen the damage to his
watermelon patch. He had raked the area where the barbed wire was
loose and had my footprints. He knew everything. But he told my
dad not to tell me because I had not vandalized anything and the loss
of a watermelon, every now and then, was alright. But my dad told
my uncle and years later he relayed the conversation to me.
I
was so full of myself that I did not think anybody was actually better
than me. I never considered that this was a sin. I did not
confess this as a sin because I was just using my God-given talents to
the max. I did indeed fall into Satan's trap. Satan deceived me
by increasing my pride so that it was supreme. The Holy Spirit could
not possibly help me.
So,
where was the Holy Spirit in all of this? Someone at last night's
Mass told me that the Holy Spirit was under all those
watermelons. The Holy Spirit could not reach me because of my
inflated ego. I learned that Satan is very alive in this world and
relished every moment of this game. Worst of all, because of my
sins, I allowed Satan to confront God and say, "I told you so.
Even Bobby V. will choose selfishness over holiness."
What
can we do if we wish to achieve the kingdom of God, to achieve
salvation? We must mature with the Holy Spirit through the good habit
of attending Mass, seeking confession, partaking of the Sacraments,
regularly. We can start by living the truth of the Holy Spirit in our
life.
We
can recognize that when Father John, at this Mass, prays to the Father
with the words, "Let your Spirit come upon these gifts to make them
holy so that they may become for us the body and blood of our Lord
Jesus Christ," that the body and blood and water are sanctified by the
Holy Spirit and what was once tangible human gifts become the LIVING
body, blood, soul and divinity of Christ. Our offerings are now a
living sacrament of the RISEN Christ.
If
we really believe this teaching of the
Church, we cannot leave this Altar, this Church, without being
changed. If we do not believe, we do not change, the symbols are
dead and we are dead, dead to eternal life. But, if we truly
believe, then we can live in the Spirit of God and Satan and sin is
conquered, and contrary to his accusations, we ARE made holy!
With the Spirit of God, we, like the Apostles, are free to give witness
to Jesus through our feats of courage and love even beyond our
capabilities.