Immaculate Heart of Mary Catholic Church

Homily for January 18, 2009
Liturgical Year B - Cycle I
2nd Sunday in Ordinary Time
By Fr. John Carney
Topic: Speak Lord, your servant is listening

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Reading I
1 Samuel 3:3b-10, 19

Samuel was sleeping in the temple of the LORD where the ark of God was.
The LORD called to Samuel, who answered, “Here I am”.  Samuel ran to Eli and said, “Here I am.  You called me.”  “I did not call you”,  Eli said.  “Go back to sleep.”  So he went back to sleep.
Again the LORD called Samuel, who rose and went to Eli.
“Here I am”,  he said.  “You called me.”  But Eli answered, “I did not call you, my son.  Go back to sleep.”

At that time Samuel was not familiar with the LORD,
because the LORD had not revealed anything to him as yet.
The LORD called Samuel again, for the third time.
Getting up and going to Eli, he said, “Here I am.  You called me.”
Then Eli understood that the LORD was calling the youth.
So he said to Samuel, “Go to sleep, and if you are called, reply,
Speak, LORD, for your servant is listening.”
When Samuel went to sleep in his place, the LORD came and revealed his presence, calling out as before, “Samuel, Samuel!”
Samuel answered, “Speak, for your servant is listening.”

Samuel grew up, and the LORD was with him, not permitting any word of his to be without effect.
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I would like to talk to you tonight about the first reading from one of the historical books of the Bible, from the 1st book of Samuel. Samuel was a great prophet.  We remember him most notably when he anointed David.  You know the story.  God sent Samuel to select one of Jesse’s sons to be the king of Israel and Samuel finally selected David.  Then he kept David straight and he held him accountable.  Samuel was a prophet with tremendous courage and tremendous wisdom.  Truly, he was one of the great prophets.
 
Samuel’s beginnings were very interesting as well.  His father was Elkanah and his mother was Hannah.  Prior to his birth, his mother was barren.  Elkanah had another wife who gave him several children but he preferred Hannah.  She was his favorite and she was barren.  Hannah went to the temple in Shiloh to pray.  While praying, her lips were moving but no sound was heard and the priest that was there, Eli, accused her of being drunk.  Basically, he said,  “Shame on you, in the temple, here in Shiloh, drunk.” And she said, “No, I was just praying.”  She told the priest Eli, “I’m praying that God will bless me with a child, with a son”.  Eli said, “May God’s will be done and may you have a son”.  A short time after that, she conceived.  Prior to the conception, she promised that if God blessed her with a child, that child would be dedicated to God’s service from his infancy on and all his life would be to do God’s will.  She conceived and bore a son. When he was weaned, which at that time was about the age of 3, she brought him to the temple, offered sacrifice and gave her son to the priest in the temple where he stayed and lived. 
 
Interestingly, even today, that is a common occurrence among Buddhist.  Some places in Asia, when you go to the Buddhist Temples, you see little boys there.  They are given by their parents for service in the temple so that they can learn the liturgy, etc. Its considered a great honor for the family.  Now, if my mother could have gotten rid of me at age 3, she would probably have done it. She had to wait until I was 40-something to get me ordained.
 
As the scripture tells us, Samuel pleased God and everything he did was anointed and was done well.  He was a great prophet. 
 
However, I want to focus on the part of the scripture, in this very familiar story, where Samuel hears God calling him and he doesn’t know what it is he is hearing.  He goes to Eli three times.  Eli finally realizes it’s God calling Samuel and that Samuel is being called to prophecy, the beginning of his ministry.  Finally, Eli says, “Look son, go back to bed and if you are awakened then say, “Speak Lord, your servant is listening.”  Samuel did listen and he did follow most perfectly the Lord’s guidance in his life.
 
We also need to listen because God loves us as much as he loves Samuel.  Although, many of us are not called to greatness, we are called in our vocation to live it as genuinely and righteously as Samuel lived his vocation.  This is true regardless of the vocation that you have chosen and God has blessed you with in your life. We need to live our vocations fully.  We need to listen to God and we need to know his voice in our lives.  We need to follow him.
 
How can we listen to Him if we can’t hear Him?  How can we hear God unless we turn off the TV or we turn down the noise that we live with today?  We are surrounded with noise.  Sometimes, I visit people in the hospital and the TV is blaring.  They don’t even think to shut if off.  I just go in there and I shut it off and I say, “That things going off.  We need to talk here.”  Some of us wake up to a radio alarm.  Some people leave the radio or TV on all day.  Some of you even watch that rubbish during the daytime on TV all day long.  Stop that!  You are better off praying or something.  Noise, Noise, Noise.
 
I was in New York City several months ago.  I love to ride in the subways. It’s  like theater on wheels.  Everyone has an I-pod and they’re not meditating—its just noise.  I prefer the noise of a train to whatever they are listening to. 
 
What I am saying, you know is true. Noise.  We’re surrounded by noise.  When are we going to hear the voice of God? 
 
This is a problem that is recognized in the secular world--this milieu of noise in which we live.  I was reading an article in Psychology Today by psychologist Hara Marano.  She says that because of the noise in our lives that we’re surrounded with, we feel overloaded.  We overreact to minor annoyances and we feel like we can never catch up.  Does that sound familiar?  A little bit? Even people who are retired are busy, busy—“No time. No time to say hello, goodbye.  I’m late.”  Marano says that we need to maintain some semblance of balance.  We need some sense that we are steering the ship of our life.  She says that we need solitude
 
Mind you, this is a secular psychologist talking about mental health  Solitude is refreshing, an opportunity to renew ourselves.  In other words, it replenishes us.  We all need periods of solitude.  Solitude gives us a chance to regain perspective.  It renews us for the challenges of life.  Solitude restores body and mind.
 
Jesus Christ, the Son of the living God, needed solitude.
 
If you read the Gospels, you notice he’s always running away, getting away from people. Sometimes, he goes to the other shore and sometimes they are there waiting for him.  He goes up the mountain.  He goes in the Garden before he suffers and dies.  He gets away especially before he makes big decisions.  Before he chose the 12, he went up the mountain to pray.  
 
If Jesus needed solitude and quiet, then how much more do we need solitude and quiet if we are to hear Gods voice in our hearts?  We need it for mental health and we especially need it for spiritual health.  I know you agree with me on this.  What I’m saying, everyone is saying, “Yes that’s’ right. There is too much noise.”
 
The question is:
“What are you going to do about it?”
 
Now, I realize that this is a dangerous topic for me to speak about.  I’ve got it made in this area.  I live by myself.  I know, I have no adult supervision and it is marvelous.  You’ve given me a beautiful house to live in.  I have a chapel in my house. I keep the Blessed Sacrament in the rectory and it’s easy for me to get away from the noise.  But it’s not so easy for you, especially those of you who are parents and have young children.  However, God blesses you because kids sleep about 12 hours a day, so you can have some quiet time. The reason they need the sleep is because you need sanity.
 
That being said, it’s difficult but you have to do something about all the noise in your life.  You need to take the time to seek solitude and quiet everyday, so that you can pray and commune with the God that loves you.
 
We are blessed to have this Chapel here at IHM and at St. Joseph’s in White Rock.  You know the secret combination is 1, 3, 4.  You can come here at anytime, day or night.  Every once in awhile, someone will say, “I spent most of the night in the chapel.  My heart is heavy and I’m worried, I’m having difficulties and I spent most of the night in the chapel…and I’m better now Father.  I still have the problems but I’m o.k. and I’m going to work through this.  I’ll be o.k..”  We need that time to be alone and we need that time to talk to God.  Some people during their lunch, steal part of that hour to take a walk so that they can be alone with God and pray.
 
Another good thing is to go on a retreat.  I have a good friend, an old army buddy that I saw recently.  He said, “I want to thank you for sending me on a retreat in 1983.”  He was having many problems--many family difficulties.  I called a Jesuit retreat house in eastern Maryland.  I paid for the retreat and I made him go.  I just nagged my buddy until he went.  He came back a changed man. He spent a weekend in solitude and in quiet.  He was able to sort things out because he finally had the time and the quiet in which to think.  Go on a retreat. We have several retreat houses in the Archdiocese of Santa Fe.
 
We need peaceful silence, we need attentive listening, and we need holy reading. St Augustine said, “When you read, God speaks to you and when you pray, you speak to God”.  There are wonderful books to read, many written by our saints, the mystics of our church but there are many books of contemporary theology that are inspirational.  Pope Benedict, our Holy Father, is quite prolific and he puts out about a book a month.  His works, of course, are very good.
 
And then, of course, there is prayer. “Prayer is spiritual breathing.  Prayer reveals to souls the vanity of earthly goods and pleasures.  It fills souls with light, strength, and consolation and gives them foretaste of the calm bliss of heaven.”  St. Rose of Viterbo.
 
I’m going to stop now and ask you for the next few minutes, to think about the week ahead.  What can you do in this week to make that special effort to find that time, that time of solitude and quiet, so that you can be closer to God and listen to His word.
 
Speak Lord, your servant is listening.